I wish I had kept my mouth shut...

Well sunday came. and believe me it was great. I finally got to see her, for like the first friggin time. But ever since I left shes acted weird. I'm still with her but shes been all sad. and yesterday she said that she was giving up on relationships, love and friends. I didn't get that. Now if you take in the facts, I am most likly the reason for her feeling like that becuase I left. I couldn't stay (says my mum) becuse she lives like 2 hours away, nows its gonna be 7-9 hours because shes moving. Now heres the probelm. I love her more than anything, and seeing her like this kills me. Because you know everyone is unique and no one is ever like anyone else. Which means if she leaves me I'll be so heartbroken I don't think I could stand it. She needs to know that giving up on emotions is the wrong thing to do. she needs to know that shes worth more than this